i've never been rude here before...   Reply to topic

...right now i feel like a certifyable asshole!

my heart is so broken over wot's going on...emotionally it's trigierring my ld wartime nightmares. right now i'm not coming to PV to relax, it's closer to desperation. help me not think about the real world for an hour!

i feel ANGRY that there aren't more contributions!
i feel bitter at the model's that aren't chipping in pictures or videos.
( i warned U i was certified A-hole-city!)

none of this makes sense, i know. it's a lil spooky to realize that a website has become Ur comfort zone.

(don't hold this one against me...)

eyeballs, this is my escape from reality also. I find myself chatting with people from here, either in the chat room or elsewhere, more than I do with those around me.

Well then hanginout, see you inside lol.