Why am I finding it so hard to find a woman that wants to use me for her own pleasure and entertainment? You think finding a woman that would like a guy to beg and grovel at her feet would not be so hard. Every word that she utters followed to the best of my ability. Doing anything she commands hoping for a pat on the head for a job well done. There has got to be women out there that love the sound of it all. Where is she?